Thursday, September 18, 2008
20:36
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simplicity is complex.
went to sentosa on tuesday. wtf man i got 360degree burns lah. zzz. whole body pain like shit. i tell u its the worst feeling ever man. i looked like a steamed lobster. and i wear shirt oso will scream. =.=
today felt alot better. but damn itchy lah. its worse den pain i tell u. wana scratch but cannot scratch. zzz. i put alot ice on my body but oso no use lah. until i decided to wear my shirt. PHOA i tell you. damn shiok. cos got free scratching. but not vigorous scratching. i tell u dat feeling. cant. be. put. into. words. LOL.
i realised something.
YOU always screw me up. last year once. now another time. its like a jinx. whenever you appear, deres nothing good. i regret man. seriously. i had enough. i hope u will leave me alone for good. cos i dont wish you to jinx me ever again. so get out of my life. please. i beg you. i hate you.
i felt damn sian since i went sentosa. dono isit cos of my burns or cos of something else. i feel so easily irritated and so sian. i lost faith. i lost hope. seriously i dont hope for anything good now. all i wish is the truth. and i dont wana be hurt again. i think my life sucks. im like a garbage dump for all the shitty things. dono why. maybe im just born like that..
